Wednesday, July 14, 2010

for reals...










another wowza for the record.
another week just passes on by...
where does the time go?

so honestly-
i have been fighting with myself lately.
a lot.
i am struggling-
with perfection.
yep!
it's an issue and i could go on and on forever.
me being a perfectionista about so many things-
spare me naming them all.
trust me.
i know and get the deal-
it's me your talkin' to.
real-ness is my deal.

rewind:
sweet pics of lex eh?
yes, she is my baby girl. love her to pieces.
{here goes my perfectionista vent}
why oh why-
it's like the manicurist with bad nails
the plumber with a leak
the photog that can't capture her own kiddos.
that's life. real life.
what a concept.
psh-
good thing i LOVE backsides.
really. i do.
i love the
from behind don't look at me poses.
don't need to see that amazingly beautiful face.
{i do love those shots}
ha!
annnnnd
i love rambling, run on, bad punctuation, makes you turn your head and wrinkle your forehead sentences.
they rock.
this is my blog- remember?
i can vent.
;)

and so goes it....
everyone is entitled to there opinion.
so here is mine-
i just needed to set that hunk of metal downnnnnnn.
and be- for reals.

so i did.

day two in cali with my baby girl and bff goes like this
work aside. pool time. girl time.
lex let me snap one pic with her.
{sigh...grrr...really...?}
go PLAY in the pool already!
chat- ity chat.
oh! no worries-
i also basked in that
oh so harsh sun.
shadows. wrinklely faces and all.
i soooo used that
i love to hate this point and shoot canon.
ahhhhh....




it felt so good.
and do i care about a bare face, pool side, that's not my best side, bad angles-

heck no. just the moment.

so fast forward to post post-
lex won't look at her mama who had some high expectations
for her little miss and her beach bliss...

really?!
they rock. as they are. they are her.
i love that face.
bad light and all.

my point-
for reals?!
{italics}

it's good to be real.
for real.